Insurance

Well everyone this is the great story of my life so far. I lost my insurance thru Nordstrom thanks to the great economy and the bull shi* of a retail life style. The best part is that because i am employed i get NO help for the goverment even thought i have been paying taxes since i started my first job at the age of 14. Looking at my options right now my best one is to quit my job i worked for a year and a half to get so i can have some assistants. I have cried non stop because i feel like a failure when i thought i was doing everything right. I am of course trying to put my babys health in the number one spot but when five to six hundred dollar bills are coming your way and you were supposed to be covered is alot of money to just come up with. i don't know what i am going to do. what is there left to do... quit of pay out of pocket for everything. What a choice.

Big News!!! : )

Well Jon and I found out the night of June 9th that we are expecting! We kept it a secret for the most part ha ha. But now that we have gone to the doctor and have a picture and a strong heartbeat we decided it was time to tell everyone :) Our due date for this precious surprise is February 9th. We will find out around August 15 whether its a boy or a girl and believe me we will post about it as soon as we know. We have chosen our names for the most part. Girl it will be Lola Chanel Lowe. Boy it will be Dylan Jonathan or Dylan Brandon Lowe!!